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THE QUIET TIME

The in between time is the quiet time. Its nervy and you feel totally useless. It feels like nothing is happening at all. Edgy and unable to focus properly at the moment, I am anxious, too much coffee, I tell myself, finger tapping almost every moment, just waiting for that email to arrive.

Why? I hear you all ask, well, everything is now done, and people are fervently working away in the background, but it feels like nothing is happening,so why do I feel so useless? I ask myself, I know!!!! of course, the stress is usually on me, trying to finish of wre-writes, adjust grammer, sending emails until the computer is on fire, just to make sure I hit deadlines, not really eating properly, just snacking in between until the job is done!! and then when it all is!! that’s it me time, time for me to relax, watch some films, go out for dinner, but in a writers head, this just feels all wrong. You are tied loveingly!! I may say to your beautiful manuscript, your computer screen full of flowing words, which fill you with joy and fullfillment as they permeate the screen before your eyes almost magically, but the thing is now, you have let your baby go, off to the publisher who will wave their magic wand, and turn this bundle of words into a little wonder to send out to the whole wide world on your behalf!!! and you have to learn to trust!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so hard, a little tear always arrives when I hold my beautiful new creation in my hand, some kind of self satisfaction arrives, and I tell myself well done you!!!

But the thing is, I am in the groove now, and I cant let go, Secret Demon 3 will be born in about 6 months time, and guess what, I’ll go through all these emotions once again, why?????? i hear you all ask, I reply, because that’s what authors do!! us silly lot!! but hey ho, someone has to do it I say!!!! and I would rather it be me!!!!

Trisha from Congresbury!!! it was lovely meeting you and signing your copy of Secret Demon, thank you for those lovely comments, I hope our little meeting has helped with your problematical spirit, it felt calm and warm when I left, it was a good feeling remember to do what I advised, every day talk to him, remember it is your house, and he can stay as long as he behaves, you must be authoritive, but loving as well, It all felt good when I left, you know where I am if you need me. Blessings to allxx

THE QUIET TIME

The in between time is the quiet time. Its nervy and you feel totally useless. It feels like nothing is happening at all. Edgy and unable to focus properly at the moment, I am anxious, too much coffee, I tell myself, finger tapping almost every moment, just waiting for that email to arrive.

Why? I hear you all ask, well, everything is now done, and people are fervently working away in the background, but it feels like nothing is happening,so why do I feel so useless? I ask myself, I know!!!! of course, the stress is usually on me, trying to finish of wre-writes, adjust grammer, sending emails until the computer is on fire, just to make sure I hit deadlines, not really eating properly, just snacking in between until the job is done!! and then when it all is!! that’s it me time, time for me to relax, watch some films, go out for dinner, but in a writers head, this just feels all wrong. You are tied loveingly!! I may say to your beautiful manuscript, your computer screen full of flowing words, which fill you with joy and fullfillment as they permeate the screen before your eyes almost magically, but the thing is now, you have let your baby go, off to the publisher who will wave their magic wand, and turn this bundle of words into a little wonder to send out to the whole wide world on your behalf!!! and you have to learn to trust!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so hard, a little tear always arrives when I hold my beautiful new creation in my hand, some kind of self satisfaction arrives, and I tell myself well done you!!!

But the thing is, I am in the groove now, and I cant let go, Secret Demon 3 will be born in about 6 months time, and guess what, I’ll go through all these emotions once again, why?????? i hear you all ask, I reply, because that’s what authors do!! us silly lot!! but hey ho, someone has to do it I say!!!! and I would rather it be me!!!!

Trisha from Congresbury!!! it was lovely meeting you and signing your copy of Secret Demon, thank you for those lovely comments, I hope our little meeting has helped with your problematical spirit, it felt calm and warm when I left, it was a good feeling remember to do what I advised, every day talk to him, remember it is your house, and he can stay as long as he behaves, you must be authoritive, but loving as well, It all felt good when I left, you know where I am if you need me. Blessings to allxx

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